April 21st I'm looking out the window

 

April 21st  I’m looking out the window

 

I cannot remember my voice breaking,

Of course I cannot.

It would have been nearly 60 years ago.

There is a song that I remember though

That illustrates in sound

The voice that I then found.

 

We had a stereogram.

A furniture piece of Sixties style

That sat by the door to the hall for a while.

Mum had some records, singles and LP’s.

She had Pat Boone, Jim Reeves,

South Pacific and Blue Hawaii.. and

The Big Ben Banjo Band.

(That was Pop’s)

And Cliff Richard.

I liked him.

 

And we would often listen to music.

Summer Holiday; the Young Ones; It’ll be me.

They were, presumably

The sounds of my 10/11 year old days.

I would sing along.

And curl my upper lip in smile, the Cliff Richard way

That was his trademark in his stardom hey day.

 

I knew the words

I knew the tune.

But I did not have the look…

Not at 11/12.

I fancied myself as a singer too.

But, in time

There was one single

That I really liked

I surprised myself that I could sing just right

The high notes and the low ones too:

 

“I’m looking out the window

I’m waiting at the door

To see if you’ll be coming by

The way you did before

The way you did before”

 

I had an agile imagination even then

That as I became a teen

I would get heard and be seen

By a girl, who would swoon…

At my curling lip and my croon.

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